broke, nothing left to choke, actions misery bode.
♥Kay♥
My blog is about my life. I might not be too funny and I might not be so exciting but if you want to learn about me or you are family and you want to check up on me- here is where you want to be.
♥Kay♥
Music turned up loud
Drowning out the sound
Of this bleeding heart beating
You're untouchable unfathomable unknown to me
But for some reason I can't keep my bright eyes off you.
My thoughts are not my own
My confidence isn't what it used to be.
What's happened to me?
When all I can see,
are the mistakes I've made,
the lights that fade,
the debt not yet paid.
I want to see that light,
shining so bright,
during the darkest of night.
But that's not what I see.
They'll pick you apart,
Starting with your heart.
Tear into little pieces,
The pain never ceases.
Will you crack and fail?
In the Dark
In the dark, you'll find the hurt and pain,
The watchers of life standing in the rain,
They watch the world spin, taking in it all,
All they've done, what they did, to let themselves fall.
As they did before & the ones before them,
Passed through generations like a heritage gem.
Sorrow fills their hearts, inside and out.
No fear, no hope, little but doubt.
In the dark you'll find an audience ready to view,
The coming end of the world and you.
They stand aside to rest and wait,
For the day you join their silence and hate.
Some want to know you, want to be freed,
But you turn your heads, out of shame and greed.
Won't help us, won't touch us, won't even look,
But you read about us in your paper or book.
Won't talk to us, feed us, not one little bit,
Thinking we're nothing, no mind, no wit.
We were you once, when our lives were okay.
We had family & friends, enough food & pay.
But look what's happened, now it's all done and said.
The tears are dried, no more bloodshed.
You wouldn't help us, now only few live.
We begged & pleaded, nothing to give.
Well I can't wait to see you here with the few of us left,
Relying on garbage, donations, and theft.
Can't wait to see how much you'll cry,
When we take our time to enjoy watching you die.
In the dark is where I am, where I'll stay,
To live my life out...what's left, anyway.
♥Kay♥
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