Faerie wings

I'm dedicated. I am going to make these wings. I just need to find a design and get all the materials. Which might be painful but you know, it will work.

♥Kay♥

Hunter's Kiss - Rasputina

Here's the sad story

About a deer and a man.

A romantic scene from a lullaby.
In a clearing green, where his eyes met mine.
I was frozen motion. Oh! His bow was raised.
Then the fleeting notion - that my life he'd save.

But I saw it coming, flying through the air.
Feathered backside humming. Miss me, hit me where
Where it will only hurt me, not a mortal wound.
Leave me lying dirty, someone would find me soon.

I have never been like this before.
Felt my body sinking to the grassy floor.
No, I have never known a love like this.
Felt the flaming arrows of the Hunter's Kiss.

My life is not mine.
Like a dog or a wife.
He has taken his time.
He has taken my life.

I could see the steaming of his cloudy breath.
No, I was not dreaming. I was next to death.
As I lay there twitching, then my legs he tied.
There was nothing was missing on the day I died.

I have never been like this before.
Felt my body sinking to the grassy floor.
I have never known a love like this.
Felt the flaming arrows of the Hunter's Kiss.

No, I have never been like this before.
Never felt my body sinking to the Earth's grassy floor.
No, I have never known a love like this.
Never felt the flaming arrows of the lonely Hunter's Kiss.

Opheliac - Emilie Autumn

I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feigned confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end

But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away

You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
It's the Opheliac in me

I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtues
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think

You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing 
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away

You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
It's the Opheliac in me

Studies Show... 
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything's gonna all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in third person
So she can forget that she's me

Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt

Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt

Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love

You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
But never doubt

You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be

I only hope that in the end you will see

Momma Was an Opium Smoker

Momma Was an Opium Smoker
Rasputina

Momma was an opium smoker
She'd light it with a red hot poker
She would never take a bath
We would ask her, she'd just laugh
Because our momma was an opium smoker.

She made it with this gentleman, Lincoln.
They met on a boat, it was sinking.
When she shoulda gone overboard, momma say "No way, oh my Lord,
only of opium smoke am I thinkin'."

Oh, help us, Lord.
We can't afford
Destructive ways.
You oughta' hear what she says!

She would just sit on her fat ass
Yell at us, "fill up my wine glass!"
She would tell us, "How sad,
You won't never know your dad."
Oh yeah, my momma was an opium smoker.

Go, mommy, go
Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh

She'd hide the money and the drugs in the mattress.
I wonder how long she been at this
And I say, "Mom, bang the gong, can't you see it's gone all wrong?"
But momma was an opium smoker.

♥Kay♥

Transylvanian Concubine

If you want to know how
To fly high, then go now
To the place where all the concubines...
Meet and converse with them
Marvel at their pale skin
Wonder how they chew on their pointy...
Teeth and hair are beauty
They know it's their duty
To be countess in their hearts and their...
Minds that have to whisper
See in them a sister
Look into their eyes and you'll become
Transylvanian Concubine.
You know what flows there like wine.
Stay here with us, it's just time.
Transylvanian Concubine.
Sorrow is their master
Cackling with laughter
Now he's having just one piece of...
Cakey is their make-up
Catholics try to shake up
All the things that form their lives, but
they're...
Dead, their sighs, their songs
They know what they do is wrong.
Stay here with us, it's just time.
Transylvanian Concubine.
Candelabra's lighted
Satan has been sighted
Never has there been an evening like...
This is what they wanted
Always to feel hunted
You can never be too rich or too...
Thin. The blood has run out.
Fangs ruin any cute pout
Morning has come now they've flown
What have you learned from what has been shown?

Nerd vs. Geek

Nerd - an intelligent but single-minded person obsessed with a
nonsocial hobby or pursuit

Geek - a computer expert or enthusiast (a term of pride as self-
reference, but often considered offensive when used by outsiders.)

USE THEM CORRECTLY PEOPLE!
It's not that difficult.
Nerds like learning. Geeks like technology. Simple as that.

Me? Well I'm one proud nerd!

♥Kay♥

April

It's been quite awhile since I've last posted on here. :) musical is said & done. I miss it. Things are going on, too many to name! For now, a poem.

Change these awful memories,
Rid me of this pain,
Get me through this time & day,
Turn this into gain.

~Kay