Under My Skin (Finished)

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I deleted a ton of old posts. I do believe it is for the best. I do believe this should be more of a poetry blog, so I kept the poems. It is quite incredible how much I have matured over these past few years. It's a bit saddening too, however it's good to learn and change.

Poetry is life put to words.

I can feel your sorrow
Seep into my soul,
Eating my heart
Taking its toll.
I can see it on your face,
The time and stress,
It weighs you down
Leaves you a mess.

You won't let me help you,
Won't let me stay.
I try to fight back,
You push me away.

Who are you hurting?
Why don't you see?
That everything you are doing,
Is killing me.

~ sometime at the end of sophomore year

A little midnight poetry

Restless mind with bloodshot eyes
I feel dawn creep on me

In thy bed, I know no sleep
And will it here to see

Without a doubt, I've made a friend,
Insomnia is he.

Cello playing

Playing cello in the middle of the night really is the best. I can sing and practice over and over until I get it right. Everyone is sound asleep. No one is giving me funny looks, no one is bothering me, the dogs are passed out on the floor. I look out the window to see an empty street. It's just me and my music. The enviroment is so beautiful. The sound of the cello is vibrant and colorful yet low, peaceful. I absolutely love it. This is what makes my summer nights mean anything.

♥Kay♥

Bad Kids by Lady Gaga

We don't care what people say, we know the truth
Enough is enough of this horse shit
I am not a freak, I was born with my freedom.
Don't tell me I'm less than my freedom.

I'm a bitch, I'm a loser baby maybe I should quit
I'm a jerk, wish I had the money but I can't find work
I'm a brat, I'm a selfish punk, I really should be smacked
My parents tried until they got divorced 'cuz I ruined their lives

[Chorus]
I'm a bad kid and I will survive
Oh I'm a bad kid, don't know wrong from right
I'm a bad kid and this is my life
One of the bad kids, don't know wrong from right
(This is my life)

Don't be insecure if your heart is pure
You're still good to me if you're a bad kid baby
Don't be insecure if your heart is pure
You're still good to me if you're a bad kid baby
A bad kid baby
(Don't be insecure)

I'm a twit, degenerate young rebel and I'm proud of it
Pump your fist if you would rather mess up than put up with this
I'm a nerd, I chew gum and smoke in your face, I'm absurd
I'm so bad and I don't give a damn, I love it when you're mad
When you're mad, when you're mad.

[Chorus]
I'm a bad kid and I will survive
Oh I'm a bad kid, don't know wrong from right
I'm a bad kid and this is my life
One of the bad kids, don't know wrong from right
(This is my life)

Don't be insecure if your heart is pure
You're still good to me if you're a bad kid baby
Don't be insecure if your heart is pure
You're still good to me if you're a bad kid baby
A bad kid baby
(Don't be insecure)

I'm not that typical baby
I'm a bad kid like my mom and dad made me
I'm not that cool and you hate me
I'm a bad kid, that's the way that they made me

I'm a bad kid I'm disastrous
Give me your money or I'll hold my breath
I'm a bad kid and I will survive
One of the bad kids, don't know wrong from right

Don't be insecure if your heart is pure
You're still good to me if you're a bad kid baby
Don't be insecure if your heart is pure
You're still good to me if you're a bad kid baby

TheEndOfTheNight

I'm working on writing a song and could use some constructive
criticism. Help?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbLfUgogUH0&feature=youtube_gdata_player