Headache

You have absolutely no idea how difficult it is to come up with and type an essay for a music scholarship. I don't know why I deserve the thing I just want to get the money so I can take the lessons, why? Because I want to become better, why? Because maybe if I can increase my talents early on it will pave the road for a degree in musical theater. SO, I'm still trying to figure out how to end my opening paragraph. >.<

Sad Poem

A very sad, depressing poem. Mother, you don't want to read it.
But first, an anagram like thing.

People-oriented
Anger beyond reason
Inner feelings with no meaning
Nowhere to run to

The Life Before Death

Stuck inside a world I hate,

anger and frustration on my plate,

piling up like land fills,

running into me forming hills

of hurt & pain I can't endure,

screaming that I want no more.

"Mercy! Mercy!" is my cry.

I hear a laugh as they stand by.

My pain, my fear, for the world to see

as I slowly die in envy.

I wish I could live the life of anyone,

who didn't have to know they are now done.

The life I dream is a life now passed,

as the chamber is filled with gas.

I don't know what it was I did,

but I'm in what looks like a jar with a lid.

I can't see, I can't breathe, as my head spins,

I'm near a stone wall, propped up on some bins.

I can't stay here long, it's getting dark,

my head hits the wall and I feel a spark.

Closing

I see the light, I'm going now,

my eyes flutter close, I begin to bow,

my head falls aside, my jaw goes slack,

I don't think I'm ever coming back.