Wow, Thursday sucks

Sad really, almost depressing. IDK stupid memories. I hate the sun. I love the rain. It should rain more often. I think I would like to spend at least one spring in Washington state. They have so much rain there it makes us look like a desert, or well, so I've heard.
I'm tired. I hate being bored. I hate waiting. I just wish school would be over with. There is 11 more days & I need to graduate soon or I'm going to lose it. I will go crazy.
June 6th is the church picnic and I can't wait for it. I want to see everyone again.
Heck if Sunday would just get here faster I think I could make it.
Yeahhhh
I finally got around to changing the name of my blog. lol my birthday was like weeks ago.
Yes, it takes more muscles to frown then it does smile. So I guess I should frown more often and work the face muscles, lol.
I can wiggle my ears
I can flare my nose.
It was funny, last year people were showing off the fact that they could flare their noses and I couldn't because I never knew it was possible so I stared at myself in a mirror for like 15 minutes and willed myself to do it. Lmao, it finally worked and BAM now I can do it. Smart little me.

Yes, smart, short, little, goody two shoes, uptight, overprotective, offensive, me.

or something like that.



Oh, and I made it into colorguard.

Headache

You have absolutely no idea how difficult it is to come up with and type an essay for a music scholarship. I don't know why I deserve the thing I just want to get the money so I can take the lessons, why? Because I want to become better, why? Because maybe if I can increase my talents early on it will pave the road for a degree in musical theater. SO, I'm still trying to figure out how to end my opening paragraph. >.<